I don’t know why I don’t write despite being a professional writer. I don’t prioritize my own personal thoughts and … More
Author: DeviantDaeva
Utterly broken
Everything has been so incredibly confusing lately. I feel like I have lost myself again. I have been told that … More
How can I become human? – I can’t be vulnerable
The reason why I’m not writing a lot on this blog is probably the same reason that I still absolutely … More
Trauma is Not An Excuse – But an Explanation
I had this comment on another blog of mine the other day. – it said that telling people that narcissistic … More
I am sad today
I’m sad today. Sadness is the easiest feeling for me to dissociate from. So while I know that deep down … More
We are not the same – stop trauma dumping on me
I don’t know if I am the only person who struggles with this but lately I have had to deal … More
Life is just a big fat no right now
I don’t know why I don’t write when I am struggling the most. It would help so much to reflect … More
Losing everything over and over
I often say that I feel like a graveyard filled with the graves of my past lives. A lot of … More
Body and Mind Mess
I sometimes wonder how healthy people feel. I don’t think many of them are aware of their privilege. They just … More
Anger
I don’t like anger. I hate angry people. A lot of what I remember from my childhood is related to … More